DAY 03
DAY 03- A PICTURE OF YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS:
Here we are! I can NEVER get a picture with my E&I, but honestly these ladies come really close! From L2R: Yours truly, My suegra "RO" (closing her eyes!), & My sister-in-law "NAN." (Bro-in-law LU in background) …. LO took this picture, how embarrassing!
This pic was taken 11-06-2010. LU’s birthday was November 10 so my suegra had his birthday dinner the weekend before while NAN was in town.
Do we look stuffed? Cause we sure were!
RO makes everyone a birthday dinner. It’s a real treat, she is a great cook! That night LU requested beef enchiladas. (She made some chicken for me.) We have cake and presents and everything. Everyone is very enthusiastic at our birthday dinners too. It’s always JUST US, but we have a great time.
I remember my first birthday dinner from RO. She made me TAMALES. I remember I got really emotional as they sang me LAS MAÑANITAS. It was so surreal, as I had never had anyone go through all that trouble just to make me feel special on my birthday.
I guess I was the most emotional because my own parents never did anything like that. And I felt a little guilty about feeling so happy at my in-laws, because I could never have such a great birthday at my parents. We have tried. I always feel sad when we are happy at my house? I think its just the energy in that house. For whatever it’s worth though, I am so blessed to have these people in my life:)
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Yesterday I deleted my facebook account. It really does take up alot of my time. I will be back, I’m sure. After I get a few things done though. EX: THOROUGHLY clean out my house, get into painting again, clean out my closet, update my blogs etc.
Sometimes I ask LO to repeat himself two or three times because I was too busy on FACEBOOK. Or he will laugh at a commercial and I didn’t catch it because I was on facebook, and that could have been a laugh we shared together, you know?
ANOTHER REASON (And the true reason why I deleted it is…) I was checking my husbands facebook account (I made it for him, he doesn’t want anything to do with it…) and I saw some girl sent him like three private messages. I dont know her, must have been some ex-girl friend or some girl he used to talk to… but I know I DID not like it and I deleted his facebook account. Then I deleted mine because I KNOW I have received some private messages he would not approve of. I realize that if I want God to hear me out, I need to straighten out my life as much as I can. This includes friendships, thoughts, actions, words…
I can’t be like my mom who always has a parenthesis after her good thoughts… Ex:
"WE SHOULD LOVE EVERYONE, AND LEARN TO FORGIVE." (Except those who have hurt ME…)
"WE SHOULD ALWAYS TELL THE TRUTH." (Except when the truth will get ME in trouble…)
Anyway, I told him why I deleted his account. THE REAL REASON. And I told him I was jealous, and NOBODY was having a FACEBOOK account. He laughed, he was glad I deleted mine, he said "Now you know how I felt."
I know I sound like a JEALOUS WIFE who doesn’t want anybody talking to her husband. That’s not the case. I just don’t see why someone would feel like they have to PRIVATE message an old friend, especially if they knew he was married. I don’t mind all the girls that requested to be his friend and posted comments on his page like, "HEY! WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN UP TO."
But someone who messaged him twice after he did not respond the first time, is somebody who wants more than to just say, "HEY BUDDY!"
I trust my husband. I DO! He has NEVER given me a reason to doubt his fidelity, but I know more than anyone how manipulative us girls can be!
Am I outta line here?
******OTHER THINGS ON MY MIND*********
-My mind is so disorganized! I have to keep coming back to edit this entry so I can say everything I wanted to say!
-I had a really good dream last night. I was holding my own baby! She was so cute! She was bald headed like I was when I was a baby… and she had a gap between her two front teeth! (That does NOT sound very cute… I know!) But she WAS! That made me realize how badly I want children:(
-Recently I have been looking at the TARE site, just getting my hopes up about adopting one of those kids. I don’t know why I torture myself, I am in no position to adopt. Our house only has two bedrooms, and I want to adopt a sibling group of atleast 4 kids… Also, I work full time, who is going to to get them from school? Or watch them during the summer when they are off on summer break? I know LO and I would be excellent parents to these kids! I would love them like they are my own, and it breaks my heart that there are so many of those kids on that site wishing for a family to take them in. If they only knew there were people out here wishing they had a house big enough to take them all in!!
-I want some bean burritos. BIG TIME!
-This is why I miss facebook. I wanted some burritos, I took out my phone and everyone knew it right then and there! So liberating! This is ok too though:/
-OMG.. Yesterday I was walking down the court house hallway minding my own business. This lady was filling out a form infront of the Driver’s license place and she dropped her stuff, and said "OH MY GOD!" When I walked by. I looked at her like "What happened?" And she was like, "You look like Sarah Palin’s daugher!!!" I was so embarrassed… I was like, "OH! That’s a FIRST!" Then ran to my office!!!
-I finally brought me some "BANK SHOES" to work. I hate it when I have to walk over to the bank in my heels. It makes me feel like a… Well I brought me some very ugly limegreen flatts… And I’m excited.
-I brought a packet of instant dark chocolate with me to work today. The last time I was sippin on some at my desk here at work, I felt like I was walking around my house in my pjs and socks… I brought some more today sort of as an experiment… I THINK I’M ON TO SOMETHING HERE!