(LESS THAN) 14 DAYS…

Someone suggested that I let him know how I truly feel for him. (Doesn’t that sound familiar or what?) At least I could get this off my chest and just work my way to move on after that.

That sounds like an idea, but here’s the situation:

He’s engaged. They’re getting married soon. He loves her. She’s a nice girl. He’s leaving soon.

Most importantly, he thinks I’m an amazingly sweet friend. We don’t sit next to each other or talk everyday, but when we do talk – it’s always something meaningful. He’s very mature for someone younger than me.

He also thinks I’m funny, eventhough I’m not a professional comedian. I only know how to make random jokes once in a while, even in a straight face – like this one:

Him: "You know, people always think the grass looks greener on the other side."

Me: (blinks) "Does that mean I have to spray-paint mine?"

Him: (laughs)

I don’t know about you, but at least he found that funny. So, there.

Should I tell him? Well, he actually knows I’m a blogger. I’ve trusted him enough to let him know where I write.

He told me he hadn’t had time to read. (Everyone’s been very busy these days, and I often sacrifice my sleeping hours for this – or stealing some time off working hours, hehe.)

All he has to do is click and read. After that, it’s up to him whether he wants to stay friends with me. (I hope so, because I never want him to hate me because of this.) Whatever happens, I remain where I am, wishing him the happiness he truly deserves…

December 11 is his last day at work. He’s leaving on the 14th…

R.