A BIG MESS

 I decided to just set down and write in my diary this afternoon even though I have lots of other things I should be doing.

Then I had to really think about if I really wanted to put my real thoughts add I don’t want my feelings to be a pity party either. See.. I feel like Everything is one big mess! My house, my car, my mind, my finances and my job is all One Big Mess!!

All this makes me stressed which makes my Fibro worse which makes it So hard to deal with all this. I don’t like it when I get down on myself but sadly it’s just how it is. 

I don’t like this entry so I’m going to wait till I’m not so down.