SO ASHAMED ~

I am feeling very ashamed of myself lately. Haven’t done a very good job of the "adult things" in life. Like cleaning house, washing clothes, getting groceries, or getting done with the endless boxes. But I’m mostly down on myself for having no will power and not being able to manage my money.

Working part-time is doing me no good. At least in the "saving" dept, which is the main reason for my working in the 1st place. I had opened a savings acct last month then realalized I wasn’t really saving and it was costing me 3.00 a month. So I took the bankers advice & opened a 2nd checking account which is suppose to be used just for saving, or emergencies. THAT WAS THE PLAN AT LEAST! Well it didn’t work out that way.

During some of my hurry shopping trips to walmart, sonic, mcdonalds etc, I didn’t pay attention to which debit card I used. Then yesterday I decided to order this thing online called Clear Tv. Its suppose to bring in more channels when you don’t have cable, like me.

Well I had forgot that I ordered that online, and they took it out of my account today. Needless to say, I almost wet my pants when I went to check my account online & saw I was $167 overdrawn!! 🙁  Thank goodness none of it was checks, just on my debit card, but still. That just means that most of my paycheck that I get this Friday will go to cover that 🙁    So there goes getting my glasses, repaying friends, or paying off the loan I have, which I had hoped to do all that with this months pay checks.

Another expense that was out of my control is car repair. That is taking almost 300. So it makes me all sad when I look at what I had in my budget to pay to get caught up, and none of that is happening 🙁    I sure hope next month goes better.

Does anyone know what to do when a puppy is constipated??  Angel has a turd stuck part way in & party out. I have had that problem myself & I know it hurts!! I don’t know what do for her 🙁    She makes little crying sounds when she tries to poop. 🙁

Anyways, thank goodness tomorrow is my payday from social security. I have another question, so opinions or advice pls. When you get paid, which do you do first??  Pay bills then buy groceries, or visa versa??

Have a TURTLERIFFIC  TUESDAY!!