My wonderful fake girlfriend.

Brittany Burne is the most beautiful and wonderful fake girlfriend a guy could ask for.

It’s great.

I’m a fake boyfriend to piss off a guy.

Weird.

I’m going to South Carolina in April. For a long time.

In September I am going to Europe.

I don’t know if I’m ever going to come back.

I don’t know if I want to.

Dane and the Death Machine is playing a show on the 15th.

I’m nervous.

I hate everything.

I hate myself.

I started drinking again. It turns out I hated everything even more when I was sober.

Oh, that and the whole giant cocaine binge that I went on that lasted about a week.

You can’t really feel great about not drinking when you just finished power slamming a couple grams of the white lady down your nose.

The only things in life I am certain of:

1 – I am not like you.

2 – I’ve never belonged here.

3 – Hate consumes me.

4 – I am bitter, evil, venomous rage.

5 – I am not like you.

Rusted Armour

February 14, 2012

You would be surprised how like others you might actually be. I’ve related closely to a number of your entries.

we’re nothing alike, but we’re still besties. RIGHT, DANE?! RIGHT?!?!?!

MrMaverick

February 15, 2012

A man grows what he can, Louis. Tends to it..whatever you put in will come back to you tenfold.

Sucks about starting to drink, but we all carry our vices, and honestly, I don’t doubt that I’ll start again once this baby is out of me. I really hope I don’t. I don’t want to go back there. It’s a dark hole of a place. Europe huh? I’m jealous. Are you going alone? What part of Europe. I imagine if I had no kids and I went to Europe, I’d spend a fuck of a lot of time hopping trains to different countries and squatting… hanging out in hole in the wall places… writing… BUT! That will never be my life now. Maybe it’s for the better. I do have pretty bad luck.

Evening In Eden

February 28, 2012

WHAT PART OF SOUTH CAROLINA??? Hit me up!!!! 864 279 0104 (and then delete this note after you write down my number please lol) I am so goddamn serious, I’d better hear from you soon!!!

May 8, 2012

Don’t be a stranger. We don’t get much visitors here in Ludlow.