The Devil and God are raging inside me…still.

 

I don’t think they are going to stop.

At least not until I am without a body to provide a battlefield for them.

 

I once sat with you at the end of the world…

But now that the world has ended, I am alone…

…and I get to make sure everything is being re-built.

And I get to build it

 

Because I am alone

 

So I calmly let them battle it out.

And I care who wins…but right now I don’t have time to worry about it.

I can only do my best to influence one or the other.

Every action tips the scale.

 

…because now, I am alone.

 

 

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Well I know I hope who wins. You’ve so much to offer.

November 9, 2009

xoxo

Everything ends eventually.

God won that battle in me a few years ago and the Devil still tries to stage a coup all the time. I don’t believe it does stop while there is a body to be a battlefield. This entry has me thinking all sorts of theological thoughts.

November 10, 2009

do a little tap dance and give them a run for their money. maybe the goddesses will come down and snatch you away from God and the Devils little game of chess. hmmm nice visuals. i had a weird dream last night, its bizarre i was having turkey at your parents house and it was like an OD party. i have lots of dreams of all my bookmarks on OD. i think i need to get a life.

November 13, 2009
November 13, 2009
November 15, 2009

hey homie. my phone is off, fyi, just in case youve tried to call or text… hopefully i’ll have a new number soon

sometimes you just have to reach down deep inside you, rip everything inside of you out, shit on it and tell it to PISS OFF while you move on. x