So…I guess I really don’t sleep anymore.

 And I am also going to see how many consecutive diary entries I can write starting off with "so…"

That will be fun. These are the kind of great ideas you come up with when you only sleep two hours the night before, and are now two and a half hours away from being awake for 24 hours straight…

Sweet.

 

Who the fuck needs sleep anyway?

 

So yeah…uh

 

Since I am bored I guess I will post some lyrics to one of the tracks that is going to be on the new DDM album, Medicine Head, that should be coming out sometime early 2010, probably like January or something stupid fucking shitty monkey brains bull shit like that mother fucking ass GO SIT IN YOUR TOWER! COCKASS!

 

Anyway

 

"It’s strange the way I feel today
I stepped outside into the rain
And I feel I could walk alone, a mile by myself…

And every time I start to feel the loneliest of growing pains
It never seems to leave a bruise, well maybe just a welt

And I can’t stay far from here
And I’m not coming back my dear

I kid myself to think that I could be the one to make you cry
And make you laugh
And make you die
Well…not this time.

because I’m still bleeding
Can’t you see me?
The memories, they come in waves, remind me of the darker days
But I’m still breathing…

 

Every time I close my eyes, I hear your voice it says, "Goodbye"
And one more time is one more time too much
The light and shadow symphony, it bends the truth, plays tricks on me
And I will never sleep again it seems…

I’m going deaf I fear
Because these flames are all I hear
The ravenous consumption of every bridge I’ve ever built…

And I don’t care…

What’s fair is fair…..

 

But I’m still bleeding
Can’t you see me?
The memories, they come in waves, remind me of the better days
But I’m still breathing…

It’s getting dark
I’m getting scared
I wish that there was someone here
To hold my hand
Play with my hair
To say, "hush child now don’t you fear…"

"This is just a part of life, we all will die, no one survives, but I will stay with you until you go…"

 

But I’m still bleeding."

 

 

tada

 

I guess I will go smoke a cigarette or something…not sleeping is rad.