not title

I dont think im going to title anything anymore.  Its just this tradition that never seems to help.  All these crazy names we attribute to things are like expectations about what we hope from them, and those are two things I am positively over trying.  Inconsequential, you know… Im just going to permanently remove certain words from my vocabulary like "responsible", "partner", "lover", "friend".  Seems to me that every single time ive been fooled into believing in them they have been taken away, so i guess im theorizing that if i can just not say those damn words…  Ill replace them with ones less tied to dreams and happiness.  Seems so much safer that way.

Fuck fate.