alrighty then

Yeah I figured at some point that i had to update and let everyone know what in the world is going on. Well, mary got back from NJ and decided that she had missed me and the kids so much.  So she left the decision of whether or not we would get back together up to me.  So i mulled for a while and decided that if we could agree that there were problems that needed to be adressed, and communicate about them that there was something there to work on. 

So, even though i know that some of you may not be so happy about that or think that i made a stupid decision, i wanted you to know that i am at this moment living for today.  if tomorrow doesnt work out, then okay.  but for right now, it is.  and thats enough for me.

and also, she is being really really good to me.  *happy katie*