stuck
I am on my way to work, and I really feel like I’m going to be sick. Work has been crazy lately, what with the economy being shitty, and my boss has been a real gem. We already got cut to 4 days a week, a reduction in pay, not workload. My boss persists in acting as if our employment is a favor, and it appears I am his current scapegoat. That’s what he does… He picks one person in the office to take all his frustrations out on, and apparently, I am the current choice. I was so hurt and angry yesterday that I took all of my personal belongings home in case I decided not to come back. I just can’t deal with it anymore. He randomly flips out and destroys the office, and his violence is quite frightening.
Its funny, he is one of those people who acts completely nice and sincere one day, and turns on you like a rabid dog the next. I just wish he would choose one. I don’t care if he picks “crazy”, just be consistent so we know what to expect.
My carpool partner is afraid to go to the office today… I wish I didn’t agree.
:::sigh::: I wish I didn’t need the money so much.
Ugh. I’m lucky my boss is consistently nice and appreciative. However, I have complaints with too many other people at my job. And the job itself is grating on my nerves. It’s gets harder every day to get out of bed to go to a job I hate. : I’m sorry that it sucks right now. I hope it gets better…
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I hate that money is as necessary as it is.
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how is that going lately? ryn- when i felt that way i made brad promise me that when we were both dead we would find each other, in whatever state we were in. we pinky promised. have you seen what dreams may come? i’m a freakin water fountain for that movie. the fountain isn’t bad either.
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