in short

Have you ever had a moment where you look back and realize that you were the biggest fool in the world?

I was reading through old email today, and it struck me how hard she tried. I must have shot her down 500 times. She has free reign to treat me like a jerk!

moron!

ryn: truth is, most people don’t have the nerve to let me know who they are when they ask for advice, but i do like to follow up on those who do. anyway, i wish i could say congratulations or good job, but i know those are sucky things to hear. even if its for good reasons, when you love someone and you have to break it off with them….it’s never easy. i know from personal experience. anyway, you’re not getting rid of me that easily, i’ll be hanging around. and i truly hope that things work out for you. you’ll find someone. hang in there. and huggs.