Dos vers le bas de ce nuage

Apologies for yesterday.  I again let myself get away from myself.  Last night, my daughter cried that D wasnt there to kiss her goodnight.  The reason why I cant be that person was brought into clear focus.

So, let’s all forget about that dream.  Because that is what it will remain.

I promised myself when I began anew here that I wouldnt alow myself to entertain those mad thoughts anymore.  I simply can’t.  I have realized that I can’t have her half in my life.  So, she will just have to be out of it altogether.  I will delete the music I have that makes me think of her, perhaps cleaning out my library completely.  I can’t spend a lifetime wondering what could have been if I had been less of this, or a little more that. 

Be happy with what you’ve got.

ps: thankyou, for this song.