Monday

I can’t sleep at the moment.  Lying awake late at night (late for me, anyway).  Getting up at 5:45am for work is a struggle. 

I am annoyed with my sister for selling a textbook that belonged to me.  Of course now I need it for this semester and it’s gone.  I don’t care about her getting money for it, I just wish she had asked me first, seeing as it was mine.  I am more grouchy than I should be about it, though.  I can get the same edition second hand for $30, which is an absolute steal – the current edition is $110.

I am probably just cranky about it because I have so much work to do with study right now.  I need to get stuck into it this weekend and at least start a couple of assignments. 

I think I am in such a bad mood because I haven’t had a decent poop lately.  We’ve been eating like shit for weeks now, due to being away for 2 lots of three-day trips to Sydney, living with my mother, and having dinner obligations with friends.  I feel like I could just destroy a head of iceberg lettuce right now, just to have that fresh, watery crunch.  So, needless to say, my poop time hasn’t been very pleasant, not to mention generally feeling shitty and run down. 

I’m still thin though, which is nice.  I have bottomed out at just over 11kg of weight loss (22lbs).  I definitely would like to lose more, but I don’t know.  I think I like to eat too much to be successful at dieting.