Sunday
Not much doing.
Yesterday we went to visit Nan and Pop (dad’s parents). I love them so much. I felt sad when we left, because M is leaving and they won’t see him again. They are frail and I am worried that the next time he sees them will be in a pine box. I will be visiting them at least once more before I go, but I am just so worried about them dying. They’re old, they’re sick, they’re both so fragile – but I don’t want to be without them. How selfish is that.
By the time we got home I was wrecked. It is an hour drive from where we live now, and I am not quite done with this sickness. I just lay in bed all night watching tv and playing Sims on my computer.
Today will be more of the same. We feel as though we have been on the go non-stop since moving house (which was 22 June) and this is the first day we have come across where we don’t actually HAVE to be somewhere. We have plenty of food in the house, so we don’t even have to get up if we don’t want.
I am feeling antsy about my study. I need to peruse the noticeboards and figure out what I need to get done first. I have a suspicion that there is an assignment where you need to work with another student, so I need to find a partner pronto, I guess.
Time for Vegemite on toast.
I remember having a dream (nightmare, really) once where I realised I had been enrolled in study for quite some time but hadn’t done any work, and wasn’t even aware that assignments were due and stuff. Naturally I was failing 😛 I’m glad you are getting some rest time! You both need it, ESPECIALLY you!
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