Buddha, dharma & sangha

I really love my Refuge Recovery group. Never would have pictured myself studying/using Buddhist principles or (whoa) meditating.  But I adore it.

It was a bad, bad week but some seriously good/cool shit happened, too. Friend had a seizure in outpatient but managed to convince her to go to the er to get checked out if I went along. Nephrologist ordered lots of labs and an ultrasound, completed those but I won’t know anything until next week – so I guess I’m not dying!  Jess lost his job Monday and my income went to $0.00, but I managed to get my rent lowered, applied for assistance from the township, food stamps increased and taught me to NEVER AGAIN rely on someone for 100% of my income, so I’m finally filing for disability.   One load of laundry took 5 machines the other night, and I sneezed while putting on mascara this morning

But,  despite all the negative things this week, Saturday I got hit on by a 30 year old!  AND he’s pretty to look at and boy, I have fond memories of sex with 30 year old men…. *sigh*. SNAP!  Just the thought is fun. And flattering.  I could literally have been his teen mom.  🙄

Out at mom’s doing laundry, then an NA meeting at 730 where one of my besties collects her 30 day keytag.

Even when things seem seem to be falling apart, there are good things waiting to spring on you, especially if you’re putting out positive things to the world