Must I be this bored?

Well you know I am bored when I write 2 entries in one day. Technically its Sunday because its 12 after midnight here but still. I dont consider it Sunday until I go to sleep and wake back up. lol.

Man I used to have an abundance of friends to talk to but I think I’ve scared them off. *wonders where they all went* You guys remember Chris, the guy who was "supposed" to be wanting to ask me out and such? Well guess what? Ive not heard from him in a week. I’ve not even seen him online. And I know he’s been online because his bro’s girlfriend told me he’s been online. *shrugs* Whatever. Something told me that would happen. For some reason they never last long so I dont ever get my hopes up for anything. I think he’s found someone else to spark his interest personally. Oh well. Its not an issue with me.

Sis and I have been texting each other thoughout the day. She’s not been online because our younger sis Rach has been gettin online when she wasnt supposed to and got the messengers taken off the computer. Which sucks because I miss talkin to them. Especially Sis naturally because she’s the oldest out of that family. Its a bummer I didnt get to see her when I went back to KY last weekend. Her and her b/f are having problems. I advised her to break it off because he’s not treatin her like she deserves and she’s already said she knows they’re not meant to stay together. I dont him anyway and I have very good reason not to. Its sad when I havent even met him in person. I hate the way he treats her. Blah. I hope shes okay. I love her to pieces. She just turned 18 a couple of weeks ago. I missed her bday and that sucks.

I never went with Walmart with my mother this morning. She waited too long and I changed my mind. lol. I’m terrible I know. Besides my dad was going with her and they take entirely too long at Walmart for me. They wander around aimlessly and most times they dont end up buying anything. Unless they’re goin grocery shoppin, then they’ll get the groceries they need and get out of there. Even that takes a good 2 hours. Drives me crazy because I get tired easily. lol. So I stayed home uber bored again.

On the upside, I did get to talk to my sista Deb during that time and my girl Melissa. I always have a fabulous time talkin to them. Ive not gotten to talk to Melissa for a while because her net has been out of order but she’s got that up and running now. Now I can kick her booty in Yahoo Dominoes. lol. Prepare Melissa…prepare.

Thank you God for Pillar, my favorite band ever. *dances* The perfect release from boredom. Wish I could  see them perform again for the 3rd time. lol. They are awesome, especially the guitarist Noah. I’ve met them before and Mr. Noah commented that he was watchin me rock out in the crowd. lol.  Actually Nik and I were over the dividing wall up by the stage. We had the hook up and people were tryin to get over there with us. People we didnt know. lol. Ah the memories of when I actually had fun. lol. It’d be nice to see Oz again too (the head security guard there).  He liked me for some unknown reason.

Ok now that I’ve rambled, I’ll end it here and return to my state of boredom present prior to writing this 2nd entry of the day. God bless you all. I love yas! *hugs and kisses to all*

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oh i am sooooo gonna kick ur arse in dominoes, lol 🙂

oh i am sooooo gonna kick ur arse in dominoes, lol 🙂

June 26, 2005

Fun…what is that word?? Fun? Oh yeah…fun is when you don’t have a job, an ex-fiance, *kills the thought* We needn’t spread my depression. : Can’t think of anything else to say. No wit, no humor, no happy tonight. Pretend this note never happened, k? lol

June 26, 2005

Fun…what is that word?? Fun? Oh yeah…fun is when you don’t have a job, an ex-fiance, *kills the thought* We needn’t spread my depression. : Can’t think of anything else to say. No wit, no humor, no happy tonight. Pretend this note never happened, k? lol

June 26, 2005

i think you don’t give yourself enough credit…then again i’m not one to talk.i’m always putting myself down as well….i refuse to be a hippocrite…thanks for reading my journal and responding..You have good energy.so where do you live?? I’m in boston…sucks here..do you have an email address.???

June 26, 2005

i think you don’t give yourself enough credit…then again i’m not one to talk.i’m always putting myself down as well….i refuse to be a hippocrite…thanks for reading my journal and responding..You have good energy.so where do you live?? I’m in boston…sucks here..do you have an email address.???

June 27, 2005
June 27, 2005
June 27, 2005

I’m bored just studying for my exams LOL.

June 27, 2005

I’m bored just studying for my exams LOL.