Simply…. Rewind ~Pillar~

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Simply – Pillar

I’ve made it so hard on myself,
turning my back on how You felt
Seeing a lie that led me on,
leaving a love that did no wrong
That’s what it took for me to say

That You simply love
Despite all the stupid things I’ve done
It’s hard to remember
That You simply love
Even though I know not what I’ve done
It’s hard to remember
That You simply love

I’ve tried to do all this on my own
Not thinking once of what You’ve shown
All that I’ve done has blinded me
To everything that You have for me
I want You to know that I finally see

I don’t know why I can’t understand
I don’t know why I can’t comprehend

Rewind – Pillar

It seems just like yesterday was the first time that I heard You call my name
Since then, so much has changed
I’m still the same man that I was before
Knowing that I can be without anything scares me away from being alone
Now, that I know what’s going on
I can look back and see You
And I made You wait, as I turned away
If I could rewind, watch all my life
Just pass me by, I could see You
If I could rewind, I’d take back the lies
And all of those times I hurt You
I don’t know if I’ll ever know exactly how much that I hurt You
Knowing that hurts me everyday
If I could rewind, I would take it away
And not make You wait, and I won’t walk away
I wanna take back all those lies
I wanna take back all those times
I wanna show You with my life that I’m here for You

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