11/10/2011

So yeah .. before I write this entry I should say that I’m very thankful for my life. I look back at my past and see how good I have it but..

I wish..

That money was never an issue. That I was not 2 payments behind on my credit card .. that I could pay off the last $400 on my truck .. and that I had the $600 something to get it fixed. Not that it doesn’t get me where I need to go .. but I can’t tell how fast I’m getting there.

I wish.. that Pearl was not sick. She broke with Parvo this morning – which made me cry. She’s at the vet right now. You’d think that she belonged to me as much as I cried today. I know, I know – I work at an animal shelter. This happens. In my head I know this — in my heart it just doesn’t matter. Hopefully tomorrow will bring good news for her.

I wish that .. people respected what we do. Working at a shelter isn’t that easy. Very few people that walk into our shelter respect us. They think we just take care of dogs. Granted we do – do that. But it’s so much more then that. It’s more emotional then anyone thinks.

I wish that Ginger wasn’t diabetic.

I wish that I had more time to do the things that I want to do.

I wish I could see my Grandma more.

I wish I had time to write more. (I do miss writing so much)

I wish…