10/09/2011

So yeah.

The last 2 weeks have been super difficult.. mentally .. and physically I’m just worn out.

Nothing has gone right.

I took my dog to the vet .. for a hurt leg .. only to find out she is a diabetic. *sigh* Luckily it might be easy to control. We might find that out on Monday or not. Depends on how her test results come back. I’m totally stressing about that.  I don’t know how I’ll do everything around when she needs to have her insulin. I’m sure it will be easy once I get everything worked out – but right now it’s new .. and I’m freaking out.

My truck is doing something stupid .. which will cost $600 to fix.. and I only owe $800. There is no way I can afford to fix it right now and make stupid payments on it.

That’s adding to my stress.

Work and it’s people are stupid.

I can’t find a balance. I feel like I’m always on edge. Like I’m just about to break. I’m either really happy (doesn’t last long) or I’m on the edge of tears .. or mad. I just don’t have balance right now. I’m not stable.

🙁