a return to Flash Friday

as in it’s been a few weeks, so i’m begging for prompts now. Any help would be appreciated.

In other, unrelated news, today I am angry, bordering on unhappy because of a situation to do with group, and an overabundance of stress at work. Regardless of what some may think, I do not thrive on drama, nor do I particularly like it. I’ve mentioned before that I believe that I am capable and do sometimes create things in my head to be bigger than they are – something I can chew on and worry about in the absense of something else….however – I don’t like confrontation (although i’m good at it) and I hate fighting with people as a general rule. So when something big happens, it pisses me off. Almost 3 weeks ago now, the person I had come to see as my big sister from group, who was also, incidentally my sponsor flipped out on me because I disappeared for 3 days. This was in the middle of the drama with Devon’s best friend in Florida, and a bit on the shaky ground of me and devon’s relationship. So i took a weekend to try and sort out my own head and deal with my problems on my own, and with the other equal partner in my relationship. This, apparently, did not go over well, as I did not give prior warning. That weekend I didn’t talk much to anyone, including people from group. But because no one heard from me in 6 days, my ‘sister’ freaked out on me on the following Monday, telling me how inconsiderate and selfish I was. I did not take this well. And after a series of less and less mature emails (on her part, mine were rather thought out) I haven’t heard from her since. And I’m angry. The longer time that passes, the angrier I get. I don’t want to be angry, particularly, but I don’t feel as if I did anything wrong, and being treated that way really rubbed me the wrong way. And I heard from another group member today that D was at the meeting on Tuesday, when I wasn’t there (she skipped the previous 2 weeks) and missed me and was disappointed I didn’t make an appearance. I’m pissed even more. And I don’t know really where to go from here. I feel as if I’ve said everything there is to say, and I’m not going to apologize for something I don’t feel I did wrong.

My birthday is almost here, I’m actually kind of looking forward to this one for a change. Devon’s birthday presents (hers is 6 days after mine) are pretty much taken care of – just have a final decision to make on which way I want to go with the “big” one….and I’d say more, but knowing my luck this would be the entry she chooses to read.

Other than that, so far our staycation (the week we’re staying at Leighann’s together dogsitting) has gone very well…we’ve gotten our bonding time in over true blood season 4 and other things….nothing to complain about there. And work is…well…stressful. But I’ve come to expect that.

I suppose that’s all for now.