bits, not pieces

bullet points, because I am that lazy

.work was a nightmare today. Lots of pressure, lots to do. Didn’t get done, but I found out, after busting my ass until 4:45 that I wasn’t supposed to get done done, just give an update. Yep.

.i lack the energy to clean my apartment. I really should, since devon will be here all weekend, however, my brain tells the rest of me – it’s not like she will be dusting your apartment, jules, you will be celebrating. Perhaps just a little picking up and sweeping will suffice. Perhaps.

.ever cough so hard you throw up? Yeah…that just happened to me…choked on my gum. Not pleasant.

. I was fiercely determined to be in a good mood today, despite the stress. It mostly worked. Mostly.

. I am stressed about work, about finances, about moving, about lots of things. I’m trying to focus on what I can handle at any given time, but it’s more difficult than it should be.

. It’s hard to believe I was in Michigan 3 weeks ago. I have so much to say about the trip – but most of what I remember of it is the feel of it. The feel of being with my best friend again, after 5 months, the feeling of peace and mostly serenity. The feeling of the texture of the trees, the smell of the place, the falling leaves, the trees still bare from winter. When i try to recall specific events, aside from graduation itself, it all kind of runs together. I’m glad I went, although it’s starting to all feel like a dream.

.plans changed for Saturday – we will not be going to dinner near the house at all, we will be going to Tampa for dinner at a moderately expensive steak house. I’m okay with that.

. I have made a mountain of empty boxes in my room. I keep telling myself that I have plenty of time – I can’t start moving anything until the 1, but part of me just wants everything packed now, drag it all over there and be done with it already. If only it were that easy.

.The girl leaves on her bachlorette party for her best friend’s cruise to the Bahamas the first weekend of June. It will be the first time since we met that we have been completely off the grid in contact with each other, and will be strange. She’s nervous about the trip. I know she’ll be fine, but god damn will I miss her. I realize it’s only a weekend, but still.

.The wedding is fast approaching (her best friend’s in August) and the stress level on the girl is going to be increasing. It will also decrease the likelihood of our long, lazy weekends together, especially adding in the move, etc. It will be hard. but I can’t focus on that right now.

.eh…I had something else to say, but I forgot.

I want to write, but don’t feel like writing. Figure that one out. I’m a bit out of sorts, actually, for no reason that I know of…just happens I guess.