“I am so high, I can hear heaven” *edit*

okay….so…

yeah. That can sum up today. Today was challenging. A self-imposed, introspective challenge. But it was good. Good for me. Positive.

And tonight was…just wow. There’s so much I could say, but words are failing me. It’s 12:30, I am the absolute furthest thing from tired right now possible… I wouldn’t say I’m floating or flying…what’s better than that? I don’t know a technical term for it.

I feel like I’ve been sleeping for decades…and I can see again.

maybe that’s why I’m not tired…because I’ve been sleeping for so long. All I want to do right now is stand outside and laugh. No, that’s not true. All I want to do, from where I am physically right now is stand outside and laugh. Other things would be better…

I’m a writer, and i can’t even come up with anything word-wise to say about it. I think words would spoil the meaning a little. And nothing, nothing at all could take this feeling from me right now. Nothing.

Who says you can’t dream when you’re wide awake?

*edit*

btw…I think Spike said the sweetest thing to me ever, today:

Spike: well thanks. I’m kinda proud of me too…I might just give myself a gold star

me: lol I’ll give you one too

Spike: You are my gold star 🙂

yeah that? Right there? Turned me into a puddle of mush. yep.