2013

Well here we are in 2013. It is the year of hope for me as I should be graduating in December from the nursing program. We started the Spring semester last night and I start off with Mental Heatlh Nursing. After 7 weeks, we move on to Mother/Baby nursing.  Last night I found out that we lost about 11 people from the last semester and are down around 20 from the original group that we started with a year ago. that’s nearly 1/2 of our class!  I am one of three guys left in our section.

I continue to have no enthusiasm for work. They have completely drained all of my creativity and excitement for the job. I do what I have to do and that’s it. Like many around here, we count the years until retirement. Good job Governor Christy and the previous Council for sucking the life out of every public employee.

The wife and I continue to drift apart. We have had a few mornings where we rubbed each other’s legs but that’s been about it. Our one time playing sexually was after the ambulance dinner and she didn’t seem much into it. I’m done and have written off the sexual aspects of our marriage. You want to make excuses and not try, then I’m not bothering. We don’t talk much and she’s in bed trying to go to sleep by 8:30-9:00 and then complains she is up half the night and is so tired.

The kids have been the kids. E has gotten paperwork regarding entering high school. The wife was on the phone fighting with the school about her placement already and the fact that they sent home a sheet for picking electives but give NO guidance on what graduation requirements are. How do you make a decision then? G has been doing pretty good in school for him. I know he can do it if he actually tries.

Second life continues to be my escape. I am still playing in Gor and there are two women who I skype with each night as we play. We fill each other’s needs in some odd way. My need basically being a woman in my life who gives a shit about me and makes any effort to communicate. Theirs for a strong male to be in their life. 

Finally I found out the SimCity is making a return and will be out on March 5th. The kids and I can’t wait for it. G has already started to plan what he wants to build. Casinos! He thinks they will make him rich, but little does he know of the seedy side of gambling.