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This past week that went by it was horrible, I got sick with the cold, soar throat and cough.  I am feeling way better but I actually thought I was dying! I felt really bad. Tuesday I came home from work and layed on my bed all day, the weather was awful it was hot.

It was a long week, this Saturday and Sunday all I did is cleaned. Have you ever said that you cleaned and your house still looks a mess? That happens to me, is like with the kids your house is never cleaned.

J will be getting a Saturday off from work, we will be going to the San Diego zoo, hopefully is soon here.  We have been wanting to go since like before summer but we just havent gotten to going.

My probation at work will end, it will be this Thursday.  Hopefully I get a good review we’ll see. 

You know have you ever felt or maybe its me. Sometimes I feel so dumb, like there is a goal I want to do and I see others doing it and me I just feel like I cant accomplish it. I say I want to get it and I really want to but I just cant seem to get to it.  I am near my 30’s and still no GED will I ever get to it:?  I mean that just seems so hard for me to get it.  I tried studying but then I stopped reading and just gave up.  That is the hardest for me getting my GED.

I am ashamed.