JUST REMEMBERING

Gosh, it has been a long time since I have written in here.  But right now I just felt bored, tired and again bored I decided to visit here.  Memories come back to me when I started reading some of my entries.  Anyhow I might start at it again. 

Alot has happend with me these past months.  First off I was unemployed for 7 months, I felt like I was never going to get a damn job.  I was thinking that I was dumb so dumb that I couldnt get a job anywhere.  I liked spending the time with my kids but I also needed you know the money! Anyhow finally I got a job as a Purchasing Buyer/ Customer Service. Doesnt pay much but its something and close to home thats why I like.  In the same city.

"J" and I are doing well, he got back from Mexico after being away for 2 1/2 months.  I was at home just with the kids by ourselves.  I was lonely.  He was out for so long trying to get his Visa out there.  But he finally got it so we are doing better.

The kids are growing they are getting bigger and bigger.  Beatriz is now in 5th grade and Pricilla in 4th grade, David is 3 now and just running around getting on my nerves now. 

Life is great, I am enjoying life more now than before thats for sure.  The only thing I hate is not speaking to my mother for almost a year now.  But thats all good, sometimes its embarrasing see how your parents are, how rude they are. Gosh thats one thing I want to make sure is to be a good mom for my kids and never be rude like my mother has been.  As for a father well I really cant say much about that person  I can but I just hate talking about my father.

Tomorrow J and I are going to the casino just to play for a bit get me out of the house you know.  I feel lucky, who knows I might win.

Well thats all I am going to write today, I have to take a shower and watch some tv afterall it is my day off I just want to relax.