Nothing more to say

J and I are in not speaking terms.  We dont talk to each other unless it involves the kids. He didnt even bother to call me from work yesterday which I wouldnt have known cause I turned my cell phone off and when I called him this morning he had his cell phone off.  We just rather not speak to each other. But someone here has to be the big guy to start speaking, must it always be me?

In other news David woke up last night throwing up again, must have been cause he was coughing and I gave him milk, he wanted to drink milk so I gave him some well 5 minutes later he threw up.

I’m just in an annoyed mood.  Everything about J pisses me off right now.  The thing that bothers me most is he cant be loving and understanding.  I dont know when the last time we actually talked, I mean had a good conversation that doesnt involve the kids.  Just a nice chat about us and our lives together.

I dont want to talk about this anymore, I’m out.