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Yesterday I actually came home thinking that I would find some lovely flowers with a nice love note…….am I that ignorant or do I expect to much?  Tell me are all men this way? Do I still live in that fairy romantic world?  Why dont men change?  Maybe I just am to romantic, or maybe its just me and I need help.  Whatever the case I need some love.  Is there a romantic loving person out there?  Gosh I got home and yes I saw the cake there but I bet you anything he just bought the cake cause David and him love eating cake.  It wasnt for me I am not dumb here.  I didnt see any flowers or a love note, so when he called me at night I said what? He asked whats wrong and I told him, I cant believe you arent romantic.  And you know what he said?  He said well we will get our time when the kids are bigger, I said yes when its to late buddy!  I told him I need love and I also told him if he wants me to get it from somewhere else.  He said no but gosh I am just so tired of him not being romantic and then he tried to make me feel good by telling me oh on the weekend I’ll make it up to you we will go shopping…….. 

  Does he really think that will make me happy? Yes but I still want my flowers and note!!!!!

In other news one of the co-workers here is having a pool party this weekend and I am not going.  First off I dont like wearing a bathing suit, 2nd I dont own one because of the first reason. 3rd I dont want to go all they are going to do is cuss and drink.  I just dont want to go.  I’m so mad right now I forgot my make-up bag at home and gosh I really like to carry it with me everywhere cause you just never know when you will need more eyeliner or blush etc.,,

Yesterday I went to Target and you just cant walk out of there without spending less than $100. I bought David two movies one of Tom and Jerry and the other one the Backyardigans something like that and also I bought the girls each a top and some knick-naks form myself and two tops for me. 

I need to go now hope everyone has a nice day I’ll just get back to my fairy romantic land.