Another long day

Its already Wednesday and I’m just dragging with the days. I got here at work at 6:04 a.m. the reason being is we are no longer having my mom watch the kids anymore.  J and I will meet half ways so I can take the kids and he will go on along his way to work.  We’ll be saving money on childcare too. But we havent kissed since Sunday, we see eachother when he comes in at 2 am, I’ m so sleepy that I just look at him and go right back to sleep. 

David is sick, I got home at 5 and he was asleep.  When he woke up he threw up all over the carpet.  We really need to get new carpet.  Then he woke up at 3am with a fever and wanted me to go with him to the living room.  I tried rocking him to sleep but no he just sat down and I rubbed his head then he fell asleep again.  He was sweating that fever.  If he throws up again I’m taking him to he doctor. 

Gosh I had no dinner last night so I’m so hungry right now.  I cant go anywhere but I might hit McDonalds as soon as someone arrives here.

The reason I am done with my mom is cause yesterday J told me that when he dropped my mom off at the house my sister called wanting to talk to my mom.  I then asked the girls what was mom talking on the phone and I shouldnt have asked…..they said my mom was saying to my sister mean stuff about their dad and not only that but also to someone else on the phone another lady.  When they told me I was done, noone disrespects my home or my family.  I love J and the kids they mean everything to me, my mother has done nothing but hurt me.  IF she calls today she will hear me.  I dont understand why I have this type of family. 

I just hope that when the boss comes back from vacation she understands my schedule.

Anyways I have to go I have lots of stuff to do like read the news online.