Happy Birthday to my Girls

I just want to say I know this is my Diary but who knows someday my kids will read it thru.  I wouldnt care if they read it yeah there have been ups and downs but these are my thoughts.  I want to tell my girls I love you so much.  Not a day goes by that I think back when they were babies.  It was though for me and I matured quickly with their help.  I had Beatriz at 18 and when I found out I was thrilled.  I promised her that I would get her anything she wanted.  Till this day I believe I have done a good job.  Then  theres Pricilla, my gosh when I found out about her Beatriz was 3 months.  I was scared, I thought how?  Foolish of me I new how the comdom had broke.  At first I was going to have an abortion cause I wanted Beatriz to be an only child.  But thanks to God and everyone who counseled me I had my baby girl.  She looks just like me.  I dont regret either one of them at all.  I love them all so much.  Last Monday was Pricilla’s Birthday and today its Beatriz birthday.  My little girls are getting big.  I promised all my kids that I will always get them what they wanted as long as its not drugs, alcohol. (you get my point.) LOL

Pricilla I never want you to think that I didnt want you.  I love you so much.  I was dumb to have wanted to do that but I was going thru a difficult situation.  I am glad I didnt cause you remind me so much of me.  Its funny how you have my attitudes, my funny sarcastic smile and how you can have an innocent smile right away.  You are special to me and I just want you to know that I will always be with you, sister and brother.  You guys are my joy!

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We went to the wedding, and it was so beatifull this weekend.  I cried! Sorry I cry at weddings.  Afterwards we just went home and relaxed for a while.  Sunday we went to church and cleaned around the house. 

We had a talk with Pricilla since she got in trouble on Friday for running when the bell rang.  She said she wanted to be the first one in line to get a gold cards well she didnt get a gold card she got a RED card! LOL

Well I gotta run have a good one.