So May is almost over?

May is almost over, Pricilla’s birthday is next Monday the 4th, then Beatriz birthday is the following Monday the 11th.  I called the ex and on Friday n/a, then I called on Saturday and he couldnt talk.  So yesterday he called me and tells me he will be sending money over for their birthday.  He said he was really sick, I feel bad for him.  He said he has some bacteria inside his intestines that he needs to get it treated  and if he doesnt it will grow to a cancer.  Gosh I dont know really if he is lying or what but I really do feel bad for he guy.  He apologized for leaving me and not sticking it thru with me. Also the guy said he regrets abonding the girls as well.  Is like for a minute there I wished things would have been different, but its weird how people messed up when its to late.  I messed up to, I was unfaithfull to him.  Although he never found out but its in my head.  I hope he gets better and I will start praying for him more. 

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I wrote a note to the girls teachers asking them if its alright if i take cupcakes to their class and punch.  I was thinking of pizza to but nah just cupcakes will be fine. They are excited for their birthday, I will have a small barbecue at the house and cake for both of them.  Nothing fancy, their present is going to cost me $$ so just a little something.

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I had a great 3 day weekend just cleaned and cooked around the house.  J had to work, so it was just the kids, me and the TV.  I brought not lunch today I hope I can make through out the day without eating.  Tonight I have to get home shower, cook and get ready for church.  All by myself no help from J, he started working evenings but its all good cause he gets home not to late. 

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Well I hope everyone has a good Tuesday, I am just so tired hate to be back to work!