My Dream…

Last night I had this weird dream, let me tell you about it.  I was at the top of a mountain at a dinner place eating.  It was night, but not fully dark, the sky was kind of pinkish like an orangy pinkish when the sun is setting.  I was done with my meal and I went outside this guy who is a neighbor to us works at the towing place next to us.  He tried to get me, I was trying to run from him but then J came in a bicycle, thats right a bike and he grabbed me and I got on the handles.  He was trying to save me from this guy, we went downhill the mountain and let me tell you it was pretty down.  I closed my eyes since I’m afraid of heights.  I told J I’m scared and he said I gotcha.  I closed my eyes again and then I woke up.

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What a weird dream huh? I told J about it, he said its him saving me from alot of people in real life, for example my parents who are so rude and inconciderate and alot of other people.  I laughed but its true.

We dont have nothing planned this weekend yet.  Depending on the weather I might take them up to the mountains.  I dont know, its a 3 day weekend. 

So yesterday I went up to the bosses exec. assit and asked her if she had something against me since she hasnt been talking to me much.  She said no she just has been really busy.  See, when I feel someone dislikes me I just dont understand why? I mean I’m a nice gal, funny, sarcastic I like getting along with everyone but when I have a feeling that someone dislikes me this means its true and I just want to know what I did wrong.  Is just hard for me to understand that I know not everyone will like me.  If I were another person I would like me who I am.  Did that make sense?

Anyhow I she said she had nothing against me just that she was busy.  But I know so something is up and it makes me feel awkward here.  I was looking online yesterday to see if there were any jobs out here but nope is so dead right now.

The kids are doing good, getting bigger as always.  Pretty soon Beatriz will be in 4th grade and Pricilla in 3rd grade, David well he’ll be still at home.  That rascal has an attitude problem! Let me tell you, Beatriz is so sweet she has an attitude but its a sweet one kind of like a I’m cool you’re not.  Pricilla she has an attitude bigger than Beatriz, this one will get mad and cry! If you tell her to do something she will cry and do it crying! Or she will look at you and just look at you mad or with this sorry pitty face. She plays rough, she’s sarcastic but in a mean way.  David, let me tell you about him, he is just plain mean and gets so mad easily! They all are spicy; they take it after there mom and I wonder why people dont like me.

Well I gotta go hope you have a good weekend.