Rambling about….

Yeah today Shrek comes out.  This morning I told J dont forget be here early we are going to go see Shrek.  He has no idea who or what he is but he is just going for me.

I just think Shrek is so like me, look at him he’s ugly but with a nice heart, once you get to know him you like him.  I am a nice person inside, I might not be all good outside but inside are all my goods.

So the other Hispanic gal here at work is going out to lunch with the owners son and I think they are favoring her.  Which bothers me cause they want me to help her out with eligibility calls since she has to much work to do processing claims.  I just dong think that I should help her.  I mean if I get all my work time and I get free time that means cause I am doing my work, but her she is on craigslist all the time, and talks to her family on the phone.  I dont know wheather to tell the boss that I have a problem helping her when I get all my stuff done.  She probably gets paid more than me and just processing claims.  I reconcile all the billing, I enter the hours, I handle pension.  Gosh do I just sound like I’m a complainer?

Today my raise will show on my check, I hope its good when I see it.  I’m about to go on salary.com to see how much I’m suppose to get paid for doing this job. 

Last night we went to go visit some friends, and it was nice but they were talking about Mexico how nice it is and the fruits, eveyrthing just sounded so nice.  I wasnt really in the conversation since I only went once for two days and thats because we had a funeral to go to.  I really didnt get to see the nice scenaries but where J is from theres alot of rocks, dirt and trees.  He is from this town in on the mountains.  Its really peacefull there, they have this bridge that is over a river.  It looked so nice, I didnt get a chance to go and swim cause from the two days I got sick with diarrehea.  Someday I will go to Mexico and visit those places.  I think when the kids get older, right now I get scared taking them.

So the girls have been telling me they each want a cell phone for their birthday.  Its next month, I know they are still young and all but I get scared cause they walk home from school.  I get freaked out, this way I can call them or my mom can call them and just make sure they are okay.  My mom meets them half way we really dont live far from the school but I get worried. I’m over protected of them.

I’m scared you guys of going back to school for my GED.  What if I’m so dumb and cant comprehend?  I just have a low self-esteem dont I?

Well I gotta run I have to get some stuff done.  Have a good weekend!