So sick…..

1/2 way of May and nothing intresting has happend to me yet?  Today I feel just out of my head.  Like if someone hit me in the head and I am just waking up of a fall.  I dont feel good at all, then to top it of its kind of gloomy outside the sun isnt out ahhh it just fits in to how I feel.  I woke up with cold sores on the side of my mouth, I always get them when I am stressing or my period is about to come.  Ahh gosh I just hate my body right now.

Last night I got mad at J, I really dont want to talk about it but the punk yelled at me.  He later apologized and he apologized this morning but you know I’m the type that you do something to me and I will hold it agains you and remember it till next century.    Its hard for me to forgive and forget.

Yesterday I did so much here at work and today I just want to play around and do nothing.  Of course that is hard here especially with nosy people that want to know just about everything.  Even if you fart or not fart. 

I feel so nauseaus (sp), I just want to fall asleep.  I have to confess something, this morning I walked out of the house with out eating breakfast.  So when I got here, I open the fridge and there was some wheat bread, ham and cheese in the fridge.  I dont know who it belonged to but man I was hungry, I gotta have my breakfast.  Anyhow I toasted some bread, I put some ham in the microwave and added some cheese.  Then I put it all together and ate it with a cup of coffee.  It was very good, I dont know who’s it was but I did it and no one will ever notice that I took some. 

Oh my headache is really getting bad I hope it goes away soon!  I think this time I really need to make a doctor appointment.  I cancelled my last one but I need to call back and reschedule.  Ohhhh the pain of just going to the doctor, I hate it.

Gotta run have a good one!