Nothing new to update

Nothing exciting happening.  Looks like we arent doing much this weekend at all.  I saw my paycheck and its all going to the rent.  Sucks huh?  My raise wasnt on there yet it will be on next pay check, which sucks cause its like within two weeks. 

I’m overwhelmed and stressed right now.  I am so moody and cranky and just sad.  I wish sometimes I was out there just with now worries.

I wonder why sometimes I’m me….. its like all my life all I have done is suffered and fought to make it and for what?  To be be where I am now?  Its pathetic.

Gosh the only good thing are my children in my life.

Ahh my kids, they truly make me feel blessed.  I wish I had more to give to them.  But maybe if I did gave them more they would act so spoiled and rude.

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The meeting yesterday was intresting needless to say that gal really gets on my nerves.  Her and I are going to hit heads alot.  I feel it now.

But I’m glad next week she goes on vacation.  She’ll be gone for a full week.  I dont even know what a vacation is like.  Never have I had one.

Well I’m not in the mood to write more this is a really boring entry. Later.