April is gone May is here

May is here, great joy for the summer is here.  This year I’m heading to the oceanside for the beaches.  I’m ready to go I just cant wait.  It was really hot this weekend, we didnt do much just stayed at home and ate mostly ice creams.  It was nice to see the kids eating and David playing with dirt, we took him lots of baths.  The girls wanted to get wet outside but I didnt let them.  I need to go out and buy them a pool. 

On Friday I had this urge to call the Ex, so I called him and I hadnt spoken to him since November I think.  I talked to him a little bit in January, in November he sent $100.  Well he’s sick, he said something about his intestines bleeding and having a bacteria in his stomach because he visited Mexico alot and had been eating over there.  I told him thats what you get for being irresponsible with his kids.  He said thanks to me the Child Support is in the process of suspending his passport.  He said healthwise he isnt good and feels he’s going to die soon.  I dont know how bad he has that stuff but he said he bleeds from his intestines.  I might look it up.  I prayed for him on Sunday at church.  I kind of feel bad for him but what goes around comes around.  You know I almost told him I’m sorry cause I cheated on you multiple times but I didnt.  You think I should have?  I’m not with him anymore you think it counts?  Anyways he said he cant send them any payments until till there Birthday, then I told him hold on can I put you on hold…..I pretended to tell Beatriz……Beatriz dont eat till your birthday cause thats when your dad is going to send you money…..the dork laughed…..he said stop being sarcastic.  I tell you even though I’m mad at the guy I’m funny too.

I told J about it, he said what goes around comes around, and a father should be there for there kids no matter what.  J said he cant imagine abandoning David and not seeing him, he doesnt understand how can the girls Dad not be a father to them.  Even though they dont need him but I’m sure to the girls they feel bad about it.  It hurts me too, but I try to make them happy.

There birthday is in June, I was thinking of just taking them to a beach cause thats what they like but we’ll see what happends.  My girls will be 8 and 9, they are getting big, I dont even look like a mom for a 9 year old. 

Well I gotta go have a good one you guys.