Another day at nothing

Well needless to say another day at nothing here. First off Davids party went well. He didnt like us singing to him happy birthday, he doesnt like that attention. He straight out hit me while we were singing to him. I dont know were he gets that attitude from, silly boy.

I woke up Sunday morning with a soar throat and now it hurts to swallow or talk. I didnt want to be here today. This place got me frustrated last week.

First off they dont know what they are doing. They know what to do but they dont know how or where to put the people at. They took me out of the office, and put me with the hispanic gal and bad idea she says too any bad words. Just alot and her music she plays is rap,mexican music I dont care for you give me that rock and I like but rap or r and b stuff I just cant take that or needless to say mexican music.

Anyhow they brought in this accounting expert she is really good, they took the other new girl out from that office and put the expert in there, what a slap in the face to the other gal. She told me she wanted to quit. Anyways they put her in the office I was in and now I am stuck with this mex chic. Supposely they want me to learn all 3 jobs and be the back up person, but they dont train me and I am getting all mad about this I feel like a dumb nut here. I was going to quit on Thursday. Really I went home practically crying. J told me to calm down it was just me pms’ing.

Could be that but I just wanted to get out of here. Then the mex chic made this comment that was rude I gave her a rude comment back screw this one thing I am not going to let anyone push me around. I am really stressed out. I feel like I dont fit here and I want to get out. J thinks I should give it some time. Well I dont know hat to do.

Another thing I have been having just weird awfull dreams lately, just could be the stress but I cant sleep neither. Last night I woke up at 2:30 a.m. and didnt go to sleep till around 4:00 a.m. to wake up at 5:30 a.m. I am exhausted.

Have a good one.

Noodlebug

January 29, 2007

I hope you feel better soon. I hope you took lots of pictures at David’s party. Sam didn’t like us singing to her as well.

I once took a job & right away I just KNEW it was a mistake. I hated it…cried all the time, didn’t fit in & it just sucked. Then the boss this comment “I only hire really pretty girls cause they wouldn’t give me the time of day in highschool…now they HAVE to kiss my ass” I gathered up my stuff, told him to F-Off & walked out.

It was really scary quitting when I didn’t have another job lined up, but OMG, it also felt SO good. God will provide if you believe this is a mistake…you’re an awesome person & someone else would snatch you up right away..

I agree with IG!…Id stick it out as best as you can and keep your eyes open for something new!..Good luck girly!

charliebrowniest 2

ditto with IG. You have friends at your previous work. Talk to them. See if they miss ya. I once quit my newspaper job, figured out the job I took wasnt for me. I knew where the boss ate lunch, “showed up there by accident” and started talking to him. Within a week or so I was back. You might try that. Good luck.