Grrrr….still awake

So tomorrow we are having a little birthday party for N at the bar..no biggie but that means I made sure to work all night tonight because I told them I was unavailable tomorrow.

SO the night goes fine….we sit and watch some tv….I tell N I am going to bed.  He said he is going with me.  So he takes the dog out then comes in and takes a shower.  So I stay awake waiting for him to get done, thinking I might get a little.

He lays down….we kiss a couple times and then he looks at me and says "You know we can’t keep up with J and C" … umm HUH?  I have no idea where this came from and he can’t tell me.  He seems to think J and I have this competitive thing going on…I have no freakin clue what he is talking about.  Ok … yes J always wants to have everything be about her but I have been sitting here trying to figure out what the hell I said tonight that brought this conversation on.

I got bad…he was laughing at me because I didn’t know what he was talking about.  He couldn’t understand why I was mad…HELLO..you are laughing at me like I am a total imbecile.  I can’t get him to explain what he is talking about.  I just got up and came out to the living room because I wasn’t tired anymore….of course he is passed out. 

I am pissed.  Maybe J and I do compete but isn’t that what girls do?  But I am not trying to compete.  The only thing I can think of that I said is I made a crack that we could get married at Red Rock outside Vegas…I didn’t show him the cute pic of C and his puppy….I honestly don’t remember talking about them at all today.  T/he only thing I read him was a status update she had posted about some craziness they saw on their evening walk — how the hell is that me competing?

I told him I was just add them to the long list of people I am not allowed to talk about anymore.  he is the one always talking about them coming to the farm when we move.  I swear I am going to get my hands on some ADD meds and start feeding them to him.  The shit is getting a bit too crazy.