Another weekend down…

Well Thurs and Fri N worked a double.  The plan for Friday night was to hang out at home.  J got back in down and wanted to go out….we turned it down.  So she brought the party to us…two of her guys came over.  We all got drunk…with N and I being the last two standing.

I had a moment that night….started crying a little…told him I was scared to death he was going to wake up and be over dealing with the drama in this household.  He said he wasnn’t going anywhere 🙂

So I told J we were planning on moving out the beginning of Jan.  She asked us to wait till she gets her taxes back – which will be Feb 🙁  I don’t know if I can make it that long.  I am so over being here.  I just want us to have our own place but I am going to bite the bullet.

So anyway….Saturday we both felt like shit.  We are too old to be staying up till 4 am doing shots lol.

I’m just frustrated with work and frustrated with my living situation.  I will get over it….just feeling all blah right now