Bitch mode on..

So apparently I am PMSing again. I am very snappy. I kinda went off this morning. N told me to quit being bitchy, it was no big deal and I was whining like a kid cause I didn’t get my way lol.

Last night we were talking. He said he keeps waiting for the wheels to fall off — he doesn’t know what the bad thing is about me. I sent him a text when I got to work this morning and told him the bitchiness this morning is what it is 😛

I am just irritated with everything….grrr. I hate when I am being bitchy and can’t stop it. My brain says knock it off….I try to tell my mouth to stop but I have no control over it. Now I get how my mom was all crazy and did things like cussed me out on Christmas Eve one time. I can still make her cry if I mention it lol. I don’t because I understand it wasn’t her.

Anyway…like I said, N has seen me in super bitch mode and hasn’t run away yet…so I guess that is a good thing. We will see what happens…just have to let it go as it goes.