It’s the weekend!

Hi everyone….just a quick update.

Things are pretty much awesome.  Work still sucks but the love life is awesome.  N is still awesome.  I am so happy with him it is unreal.  I am happy for the first time in forever.

He told his ex about me the other day.  Now she is trying to call or text him non-stop lol.  I have no fear of him leaving to go back to her.  He was talking to one of his friends that is a girl the other day — I admit the jealous monster started to spring up..but I beat her back.  I trust him.  He doesn’t lie.  I say that because he is so much like me.  We talk too damn much to be good liars – we always end up busting ourselves.

But anyway….that’s about it.  J is still getting really jealous.  Well maybe not jealous…but hates that we are so happy, my boyfriend loves to be around mad, and her boyfriend hardly comes around.   N is ready to get the hell out of her house.  Not that it is horrible…just that like me…he likes to keep his stuff..he likes to be able to have stuff that other people aren’t messing with – I am an only child so I understand that very well.

So I am with N, I would love to move out and have it just be us.  The problem is, I can’t just leave J.  She needs the money I bring in…Rent and groceries.speaking of I just got paid – all my money is gone and I have no idea how we are going to get food for the next couple weeks lol.

So like I said…work and money still suck but the love life is still making me smile daily.  I laugh all the time when I am around him.  We are going out tonight and I can’t wait.  I have so much fun with him.  We are both just unbelieving of how much we are in sync..sooooo much in common but enough differences to keep it interesting.