What a week….

Ok let’s see…we left off last Saturday and the birthday party. Lets see what I can remember, the week is a bit of a blur.

So hmmm…I think I saw K for a little bit Sunday but can’t really remember lol. Wednesday night we had dinner with his mom and brother. It was a good dinner – his mom is already trying to marry us off lol. He told me that all the way home she kept saying how I was such a nice girl and he better not mess this up lol. He then came back and picked me up at home (we had met at the restaurant because I was at work). We went out to the racetrack to wait for a horse to come in. Around 10 or so we find out they aren’t going to get in until at least midnight. I told him to take me home lol. So he drove me home – the horse ended up not getting there until 2am – so very glad I came home.

OK so I ended up not going to bed until about midnight Wednesday. Then Thursday we went to the racetrack and again was up until about midnight. Friday night…..went to dinner. While K and I were at dinner, I made a comment about how he doesn’t know my stories and he said he would like to….that I owe him a story every time we go out lol. I told him that he didn’t want to hear my stories – most of them are slut stories and he doesn’t need to hear them. I need to tell him that honestly I have had a blessed life – I haven’t had any tragedy, haven’t had anything bad really other than some broken hearts. My stories are mostly funny, drunken slut stories. We had a couple drinks then he took me home home. Then I left to go pickup N from the bar and have a couple beers.

Found the outfit I should have been wearing out when i was single. Camouflage capris and a white shirt. I had three guys competing to try and get in my pants and another one or two that told me they loved my pants. I have never had three guys competing at the same time. It was crazy but a nice little ego boost for someone with self esteem issues.

Then Sat when we went to the racetrack, K left me alone for like an hour. From the first minute, I had some guy hitting on me…like big time. I told K about it later. He was like you might want to keep that to yourself. I told him that it was more punishment for leaving me alone and the reason why he shouldn’t.

I sent him an email later apologizing. He has a lot going on with a sick family member, money and a few other things. Told him I wasn’t trying to add to it. I need to charge my Kindle to take with me because if I had that, I would have been fine. I could have sat and read without any problem. He replied with an apology of his own for focusing on some of the other issues and he would try to do better at balancing the time…

I am trying to be better in this relationship and communicate when things bother me. He is usually good about telling me when something bothers him so I am trying to do the same. He asked me the other night….he said I’m not asking but if I were to ask you to marry me, would you say yes? I told him that wasn’t fair….you can’t get a pre-answer – takes the fear factor out of it lol. Then I told him the answer would be yes.

YES I AM CRAZY. We have been dating for like a month and a half – wtf. But my mom only dated my step-dad for 2 weeks before they got engaged and were married for almost 15 years when he passed away. K’s cousin only knew his wife for 4 days when they got engaged and they have been married for 16 years. I told him we had already discussed taking a long time to get engaged – I don’t really believe in it. I believe if you don’t know you want to marry someone in the first year, it probably isn’t going to work. I know there are exceptions to every rule but most of the people that I know that got married and divorced had dated for quite awhile before they got engaged or took forever to get married after they were engaged. K is divorced…not his idea. He was raised Catholic and would have stayed married. He said he didn’t think he would ever get married again until he met me….this is the first time since his divorce the thought ever crossed his mind.

Guess we will see — we have discussed lots of things…I am tempted to start a pool on how long it will take before I have a ring 😛 He isn’t perfect but he is a great guy. He thinks I am awesome and I know he would do anything he needed to in order to make me happy. I am good when I am with him. He has grown on me and broken through the wall so I guess we will see how it all works out.