lost keys feel ignorant,advice electric bill high

 Yesterday was my day off. The whole time my day off I did nothing. I know laziness isnt a desirable trait but when the roads are slick due to snow. I have the beginning stages on a cold. I have a sore throat a stuffy nose and I sound kind of like Kermit the Frog. Instead of worrying about my bills I ended up watching tv and playing online. I deserved a me day. I am to poor to afford being spoiled but I theres something about turning off my phone and relaxing some how help me get over my cold some.

 Last night when I went home I went to bed to discover in the morning I couldn’t find my keys. I searched the house not remember laying the keys down what so ever. I searched over an hour even reshadowed my steps to realize I really didnt lay my keys down at all. I open the door to discover my keys hanging outside in my lock. I caught myself being grateful I dont live on the main road anymore.If I lived on the main road my car would have probably been stolen and I robbed during the night. Where I live in the backyard and most people dont even realize I live there this lack of general knowledge for others around me is beneficial. I am very lucky! I am grateful I found my keys and I realize I really need to be more careful. I feel very ignorant about me doing this. I guess I better be more careful next time.

 My electric bill is getting higher making me feel uncomfortable. I believe I am going to box off some rooms in the hopes of lowering the bill. At night I sleep under a heating blanket so I wont have to warm the rest of the house. I think I am going to put plastic over the windows and doors I am not using.I think I am going to even  put insulation around my door frames in the hope that I might possibly have a chance of lowering the bill.

 I dont like adulthood. I liked it better when I was teenager. I wasnt allowed to drive and had to be in bed by 9 but at least I wasnt ate alive with financial worries the way I am now. A friend of mine who I went to college with Kim invited me to Princeton for her birthday party on Friday. I will have to figure out whether I have enough money for gas later. I hate being so lonely I dont have many friends. When people offer for me to socialize I worry more about finances than if I will hurt the persons feelings by not being there.

 I wish my life was more interesting. No wonder why I dont have any followers…NIGHT!