Up. Down. All Around.

So things are  so-so with Jacob and I.  We are still a bit up and down and all around, but nobody is going anywhere.  We continue to work on it.  Some days have been good and others I have wanted to call it quits on all aspects of my so called life.  I have to admit that I’m having a not so good day today.  I’m just in a funk, but it has nothing to do with anything or anybody in particular.  I’ll get over it.  I have Bible study tonight, so hopefully by the time it’s over I’ll feel a bit more uplifted and encouraged.

Still no job right now.  I continue to send out my resume as I see fit.  Tomorrow I do have an interview at a staffing agency.  While I don’t like the thought of having to take temp work, I do hope that I find something that is more worth my while that the last job that was offered me.  Oh yeah… I haven’t written in awhile.

So we are finally out of debt with our short term loan fix that we had gotten ourselves into.  That will in turn save us at least $360 a month!  Thank God!  And really we do have the Lord and our church to thank for us being able to get out of that situation.  Our church provided us with rental assistance for this month, so that we are able to get ahead and some other things.  I’m hoping that I find a new job very soon so that we don’t have to fret about rent for next month.  I’m pretty certain that we should be find though.  The weather is looking nice, so Jacob is working mostly every day.  We should be getting a tax return back for him within a week or two, and in the meantime I’m also still able to collect unemployment.

I think I’m going to put my previous entry on private due to the fact that I was pretty peeved when I wrote it.  I don’t think it’s exactly fair for me to post something so negative for the world to see when really there is so much that I need to continue to work on with myself.  The Love Dare is still there waiting for me to complete it.  I’m determined that it will be completed for 40 days consecutively even if that means I have to start over at day 1 time and time again.  What can I say? I’m slow to pick up on certain things.  =

Since nothing else is new or exciting, I don’t really have much else to write about.