I Wanna Write…

…the way that I used to.  I’ve been feeling so not creative lately.  It’s not that I don’t have the time to write anymore… well really I don’t, but at the same time, I find myself logging on to OD and just sitting and reading other people’s entries.  Clicking random over and over and over.  If I have the time to do that, I should have the time to write something too.  I guess that part of my mind has just been asleep lately or something.

Well… I’m ready for it to wake up.  I remember when I was so addicted to OD that I couldn’t go a day without writing at least once.  Now look at me… but hey, at least I haven’t let it go completely.  I love my diary, and have promised myself that I won’t let it go.  I always end up feeling better after I write, whether I’m in a good mood already or in a bad mood and venting.

I’m not in a bad mood today.  But still feeling kinda bleh.  Don’t really know why either.  I don’t really have anything to feel bleh about.  Guess I don’t really have anything to feel super excited about either.

Jacob and I are both sick.  We both have a yucky cold that has us all congested and not feeling to good.  Maybe that’s what is wrong with me, and making me feel bleh.  I did sleep really good last night though.  We took some Nyquil before sleepy time, and was out like a light before I knew it.  I slept all the way through the night without really tossing and turning any either.  That’s a good thing these days.

I’m thinking about changing my diary around.  I’ve had the same background for the longest time now.  I’m thinking that it’s definitely time for a change.  I just don’t know when I’ll get around to making the changes.  I may try to do something with it this afternoon.  It will just depend on what my work load looks like when I get over to the other office this afternoon.

On a good note… things with work seem to be going really well.  I’m constantly busy (still squeezing in time for OD though), and my boss seems to be pleased with my work.  I had a meeting with him yesterday afternoon, and he pretty much just came right out and told me that I’m good at my job.  In the “big picture” he sees (and I do too) me moving up in the company and doing very well for myself.  I’m pretty excited to see where I am headed.  This is one of the first jobs where I have actually been motivated to want to move forward in the company, and not just stay where I’m at.  I told him yesterday that I want to be doing something different a year from now.  I’m pretty sure that it’s going to happen.

One thing I like about my boss is that he always has my back.  When he first hired me, I was supposed to be working half time supporting one company, and half time supporting another.  Well due to some unexpected changes, it hasn’t really been that way.  I’ve really been spending more time at one place than the other, and because of that am not completely up to speed with things at that second company.  The guy that I’m supposed to be backing up, was complaining I guess, and trying to push issues off on me since I hadn’t been there.  Well our boss totally backed me up, and basically told him that it’s not my fault.  So long story short, I have been very fortunate to end up working where I am as well as to have a boss that has my back.  Which is more than I can say for any of my past jobs.

Jacob and I haven’t been to the gym AT ALL this week.  That’s pretty sad considering we pay $77/month for it.  It’s not that I don’t want to go, cuz I totally do…  it’s the fact that by they time I get home from work, I don’t feel like doing ANYTHING.  And this week we have ended up busy with other things.  Hopefully we will get off our lazy asses and go this weekend. 

I’m reading Dr. Phil’s 7 Keys to Weight Loss (or whatever the title is) right now too.  I hope that I have time to really get into it and finish it this weekend.  I know that I need to make changes within myself in order to be able to lose the weight that I want to, as well as keep it off once I lose it.  But I know that I’m a strong person, and I can do it, and will.

Maybe I’ll start documenting my goals and progress on here.  Seems like a good enough idea.  =)

Okay… well now that I’ve spent a good chunk of time writing, I guess I should probably actually get to work.  Since that’s why I’m getting paid to be here.  =)

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Hasta Luego,
JamieLynn =)