Getting Used To All Of This

It seems like it’s been so long since I’ve had a boyfriend that now that I finally have one again, it’s going to take some getting used to now.  But Jacob is so different from any guy that I’ve ever been with that just getting used to him is a mission all in itself.  LOL  Don’t get me wrong…  this isn’t really a bad thing, but most definitely is taking some getting used to.

He’s stayed with me every night this week so far except for Monday.  =)  It has been so awesome having him around.  We have so much fun together, even when we don’t even do anything.  So this is what has been going on this week so far….

Tuesday~~I called in to work because I woke up right at 7:42.  I looked out the front door and Kasey, the girl that I ride with every morning, was sitting outside waiting.  I opened the door and told her to just go ahead without me.  So then I called into work and told them that I was going to be in late that day.  I was planning on just working half a day, but then it worked out for me to be able to just work the late shift from 1:30 to 10 which is also the shift that Jacob is normally scheduled for.  So once I called in, Becca and I got ready and ran to Norfolk quick. 

She had to stop and get an information packet form thing to fill out for Harry, her middle son, because she is going to get him evaluated to see if he has ADHD or something.  We have been having the hardest time with him in getting him to do ANYTHING.  He can be a REALLY hard child to deal with.  Anywho…  I also needed to pick up another bottle of hair dye because on Monday night, Becca dyed my hair black for me.  It’s a soft black color so I don’t look TOTALLY goth or anything, but my hair is so long and I guess I didn’t realize that it is as long as it is because she ran out.  So there are still some red streaks and gold streaks in my hair.  They don’t look bad or anything though, but I did go get a second bottle cuz I’m going to go completely black. 

We got back from Norfolk, and I got ready for work.  Actually I was basically already ready.  I just had to do my make-up and hair quick.  So I got to work and hung out with Jacob all day long.  =)  After work he came home with me.  Becca came and picked us up at 10 and we went and picked up clothes for him since neither of us had to be to work until 1:30 on Wednesday.  When we finally got home Becca and Mike went to bed.  (Oh yeah…They aren’t broke up.  LOL)  Jacob and I started watching Texas Chainsaw Massacre then.  Let’s just say…  I still need to watch the movie.  LOL  When we are away from work, we are so cuddlie and touchy feely.  It’s kinda sickening, so I’m glad I’m the one doing it and not seeing it.  LOL  We seemingly can’t get enough of each other.  I love kissing him.  =)

Well one thing led to another, and we finally had sex.  I’m not one to get into A LOT of details now, but OMG!!!!  This boy is GOOD!!!  Not just GOOD, but GOOOOD!!!!  LOL  And he is one of those guys (there aren’t many out there) that makes sure that I get off EVERYTIME we are together.  He definitely knows how to work his tongue and other parts of his anatomy.  =) 

Wednesday~~We got to sleep in for awhile which was nice since we were up pretty late Tuesday night.  =)  We both showered and got ready for work.  We had to work until 10, but it went by pretty quickly, which was nice.  I don’t really like working nights too much.  After we got off work he decided that he wanted to stay with me another night.  This time we were going to bed early though since we both had to wake up to be to work at 8 this morning.  LOL  YEAH RIGHT!!!  First we ran to his brother’s house to get clothes quick, then we got home about 10:30 or so.  When we pulled up, Becca and Mike were sitting on the front porch.  Evidentally whatever she said to him on Monday when they “broke up” scared the shit out of him because he has been here every night since.  I think he’s coming home with her tonight too.  LOL

So when Jacob and I got home, Becca and Mike went for a walk while we stayed with the kids.  It was lightning out so Harry was freaking out upstairs.  He wanted to come downstairs and sleep on the floor so bad, but I wasn’t about to sleep with him downstairs with me and Jacob.  LOL  So I went upstairs and  came up with the excuse for lightning being that God is taking our pictures making sure we are alright.  =)  It worked.  LOL  He only hollered a couple more times and then they were out for the count. 

Becca and Mike got home and were sitting outside on the front porch for awhile, then came in and went to bed too.  I put in a movie and we cuddled up which led to kissing.  And more kissing.  And MORE kissing.  LOL  =)  Eventually that movie got turned off early too.  We didn’t exactly get to sleep as early as we planned, so this morning when we woke up we were both dragging ass.  LOL  We made it alright though I guess.  I felt bad for Jacob though because he had to work from 8 this morning until 10 tonight.  He is so tired.  Pobrecito.  LOL  And he wants me to come pick him up when he gets off of work too.  I hope that Becca is home in time for me to go pick him up. 

And right now I’m really hoping that she gets home because her mom is here and freaking out on the kids.  Granted they have been rather naughty lately, but she literally FREAKS the hell out on them.  To the point that it kinda freaks me out.  The way that she screams at them is insane and totally uncalled for.  Which means that I will have to talk to Becca AGAIN about it.  I really just wish that when I get home from work she would just go home.  She’s not supposed to be taking care of them HERE at the house ANYWAY.  She SUPPOSED to be watching at HER house.  And NOW she is letting them sleep downstairs because there MIGHT be thunderstorms tonight.  We don’t even have WARNINGS right now.  Right now it’s just WATCHES.  I can understand if it’s storming already right now when it’s time for bed, but it’s not even doing ANYTHING right now. 

Which means that now MY room is a bedroom for the boys too.  Which like I said wouldn’t bother me IF it was storming right now, BUT it’s NOT!!!!  I’m pissed the fuck off about it really.  And I know that Becca will be too.  I don’t want to step on toes as far as disciplining these kids when her mom is here, but I KNOW for a FACT that Becca doesn’t want them to be getting in the habit of automatically thinking that they can sleep downstairs all the damn time.  I’m hoping that from now on as soon as I get off of work and get home that Becca will just tell her mom to go home.  Because this is fucking ridiculous how she yells at these kids.  She even yelled at me tonight because I said something about the kids can just sleep upstairs.  She said that Becca can deal with it when SHE gets home which will just piss Becca off even more than she already is as far

as her mom goes. 

Now that I’ve totally gotten sidetracked from what I was writing about before… I guess now I can get back to Jacob.  Sorry about that venting session there.  LOL  =)

As far as Jacob goes.  Things are awesome between us.  There is only one teeny tiny minor problem that I may have with him right now, and that is his jealousy.  He gets jealous SO easily.  There is this guy name Bob at our job who by the way is married.  This guy is also ONLY 19, but Jacob swears that he is always flirting with me.  I don’t see it, but if I even look in the general direction of Bob or if he says anything or looks at me, Jacob asks if I want to be with Bob.  LMAO  Hell NO!!!  I want to be with Jacob so bad, and eventually I’m sure that he will finally realize it.  I think he got hurt by someone in his past really bad, because it’s almost like if he was a beat down puppy and is scared if anyone reaches out to touch him.  He tells me that as long as I stay by his side and keep reassuring him, that everything will be alright and that he’ll get over his jealousy issues.  I sure hope so because I’ve NEVER seen anyone get as jealous as he is over me.  LOL  It’s not really THAT funny, but at the same time it kinda is.

He is going to be upset I think if he can’t come over tonight.  I hope Becca calls soon to tell me what is up.  She got off work at 9 but said she had to run some errands and pick up Mike, so she might not get home til like 10:30.  I guess we’ll see.  We are supposed to be drinking tonight too.  If she comes home without beer AGAIN tonight, then I’m just going to get my $20 back from her.  Right now she owes me $135.  I’m not forseeing getting that money any time soon.  All I know is that I’m NOT lending her anymore money either.  The saying of, “As long as you owe me money, I’ll never be broke.”  IS BULLSHIT!!!!  I WANT MY FUCKING MONEY!!!!  LOL

That’s it y’all.  Sorry for this insanely long entry.  LOL  I guess that’s what happens when I don’t write for days at a time.  LOL 

JamieLynn =)