Fear

 My Dearest Readers,
And my most dear, of course.
I suppose this is a little bit of a rant but really it’s just me releasing pent-up emotion. 
Don’t read any further if you so choose, I won’t hold it against you.
What I want to tell you is really about fear. I don’t know what I’m afraid of but all of a sudden I’m filled with a large level of fear. I’m jumpy and shaky and finding it hard to sit still. I don’t know what’s going on or where this feeling is coming from but it honestly scares me. (Ha, it’s funny because fear.) There is nothing here for me to be afraid of so what’s going on? I’m not nervous about school or anything like that. I just can’t get my nerves to calm down tonight. I’m sure SuperNova or Peach realize that there is something wrong but I just can’t tell them what. It’s not that I don’t want to it’s that I don’t know how. I don’t know what is wrong with me. What is going on here?
Don’t worry, love, I am fine. Really. I just…I think something’s about to happen.
This all combined makes me feel extremely vulnerable and also it makes me feel like something bad is about to happen. I have no idea what that might be or who with but I really can’t shake this feeling.
Thinking too much, maybe? Maybe I’m crazy.
That’s all I have to say for tonight, I’ll update here with in a few days or so. I love you guys.
I love you and appreciate you.
~♥EmieLove♥~