Trying to make a little bit of sense

When I told him what I was thinking about, it sounded so stupid. 

And you’re the one I needed to talk to about it, but it’s almost 1 AM and I can’t really justify a phone call this late.  Not for something that’s just a half-formed thought running around in my head.

But it’s about you, it’s about us – and I’m trying to figure out a way to remind myself that the past won’t be affecting this future.  That I shouldn’t be scared to open up completely and give with everything I have because if I don’t, there’s no point.  I just don’t want to be afraid of making mistakes – I’ll only drive myself crazy in the process.

I just want things to be…perfect  amazing.