Post-work brain ooze

College of education requirements are whizzing through my head – advising appointment is tomorrow, so hopefully he can help straighten things out.  I’m done for the day (after a delightful (and I don’t mean that sarcastically, really, I don’t) shift with Jill) and need to chill or I’ll frizz out tomorrow.  It’s an 8 AM to at least 1 AM day (advising is early and I’m door counting from 9 PM to 1 AM at the UC (hey, it’s paid!)) and I’m without my meds and needing to work out and starving (and as Mark is going to the house for dinner, I don’t know what/if I’ll end up eating).

It sucks not having friends at college.

But it’s not like I really have time for ’em anyway – it would just be nice to have more people to eat with.

Wow, that sounded emotionally and developmentally shallow.  Ouch. 

Meh.  C’est la vie.  I don’t really give much of a fuck right now.  Just trying to get by. 

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March 29, 2004

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March 29, 2004

YOu know the saying in order to have friends, you have to be a friend. You will have to make an effort to reach out to someone else to become friends – it’s a hard thing to do when other issues get in the way of feeling comfortable. You can do it – you’ve lots of friends all over the place, now allow yourself to find some at school.

March 30, 2004

ugh, sounds sucky…hope you make it ok!! hang in there 🙂