Life force

Sometimes it all just rushes at me and I can’t even decide whether to scream or to stand there with a blank stare on my face, hoping it all just fades into oblivion.

Sometimes I have to make these decisions that I don’t think that I’m by any means prepared to make – and I’m setting up the rest of my life and I don’t even have all the information I need in order to do that.

Sometimes I just want to be 15 again, with not a care in the world except which boy to have a crush on.

Sometimes it’s hard to grow up when you know what’s waiting for you. I can see the light at the end of the tunnel, and it’s this wonderfully bright glow that calls me and entices me, but I must lose so much during my journey to the light.

Life is good, but sometimes, it’s the hardest fucking thing that anyone would ever be able to imagine.