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yeah i do that-its hard to just NOT think about the past,especially when its been such a big part of you.& i agree you shouldnt have to lose him as a friend,and i dont think you will.its good thing that your thinking logically too,rather than just what everyone else wants you to think:realistically.hope you feel better.theres nowhere better to feel icky than FOD 🙂 live well,and doubt not.<3Eri

October 13, 2002

i wanted to call you when i heard but it just felt out of place. and i am sorry you have to deal with this at the same time, at any time. its hard. and i have figurd one thing out. you cant let it ruin you. i know it sounds easy. but i spend so little time thinkg about it beacuse when i do. it hurts. and i hope you are doing okay. and if you need anything my AIM name is still the same.erin